all my grumbling and whining came true .. i was realli nt rowing during de masters .. when ah hee sae u rest todae i realli can feel my heart sink and lost .. even though i may haf expected tat dere is chances of nt rowing .. before tat i still went dere wif de feeling of giving it all out .. too bad i was nt given de oppournity ..
its impossible ta feel nth or nt ta be demoralized like most of u encourage me .. but tink about it .. u all can see hw much effort i put in for de team - all de encouragement , trainings and all those run .. i realli put in my best though dere are times i will be worn out .. i nt trying ta sae hw great i am but de feeling of nt rowing wif ur teammate realli sux ! ..
maybe my strokes is realli nt up to standard or even powerless ta compete .. didnt noe tat all tat i haf train is still nt enough .. gotta do much more from nw on till national .. gotta prove myself worthy ta be in de boat - de boat tat nyjc dragonboater shines ..
aniwae well done j1 and seniors !! .. dere is improvement from de last masters .. but i noe we can still do beta !! .. i realli feel myself having no say nw when typing tis .. haish .. i was nt even given de chance ta row hw can i comment on anything .. i realli dunno hw ta motivate each other again cuz i realli feel completely beaten ! ..
till de day i realli can be strong will be de time i will be back on my feets again .. meanwhile i'll jus train extremely hard and hope yoou guys too !! .. all de best and DUN GIF UP ! ty for all yoou guys who console mi and encourage mi through de way .. without u guys maybe i wont be here anymore .. realli ty de senior and teammates on boat .. one day i will prove to ah hee i can do it !! ..
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