damit ! if my fucking shoelace never came out, i may have run slightly better =/ cause after i continue running from the freaking stop on tying my shoelace, stitches start coming from everywhere lol ! but nvm im definitely more than happy =)) MORE MARATHONS ! goona run every week from now !
yeah ppl its 2am nw and im dam freaking tired and its time to sleep ; though im still dam elated from it till i cant sleep lol ! AND MY BIRTHDAY IS IN JUS ONE DAYS TIME ! I WILL BE 18 ! WOHOO !
cya ppl who are meeting me on my birthday ! and ppl msg me to wish me lol ! dunno my hp number go ask from others ! take care all !
As the db career of my batch ends, HERE COME THE NEW BATCH ! lets see how much they can cherish the times together and enjoying themselves even in days of sufferings *smiles*
hmm, sometimes it just appear that im jus cheating myself in the end .. i told myself ample of times that after db i will start studying, but yeah tat definitely nt my type and this feeling suck to the max ! a lvl in just 6 months time and im still here idling away .. MAYBE im jus nt the cream of the crop of all the MUGGERS in spore ! LOL ! still missing the time where i can have fun with my dbmates =(( life changes and MAYBE in one month time, i may just well become the next mugger (as if) !
but good news i got an 'A' for pw .. lol sth to be happy about ? but i know its quite unless for uni admission so its still useless anyway .. Block test suck obviously but i didnt expect most subjects to pass and i gt a DAM DAM DAM bad grade for gp ! im so dead even if others do well and my gp fail , im still a GONER zz =/ ok i should stop talking bout results cause i gt nth much to say .. and yeah i gotta convince myself tat studying is blessing in disguise .. how i wish it is =x
and yeah ppl i gt a new hobby- gambling LOL ! this is definitely nt sth good hahas but i believe i inherit it from my dad side cause everyone from there seem to gamble .. be it 4d,toto,mahjong,poker and for me soccer =)) but they are freaking rich people while a broke kid like me lost a lot .. and suayness is sth i simply cant shake off lol ! the losing streak been with me for dam long, though 2 weeks back im still happy with my winnings and now its all gone plus a huge deficit Zz =/ and yeah gambling seriously is BAD ! bad bad bad !
and tat makes me a bad person; chi he piao du OMG ! it match me ? SHIT ! LOL im deem as a sinful person =/ but sth i used to do in the past, nw im nt (which i dunno y) .. im sure those who are close will know what i mean .. dunno is it i lost my attraction or is it other ppl doesnt seem to be attracting mine attention LOL ! lets jus wait and see =)) ps : a small sign is hinting me to .. but should i ?
like any GP essay there will also be a conclusion for you to reiterate your points .. for one stupid reason or another, this REALLY is the FIRST time i have so much feelings for a TEAM , a SPORT or jus a normal CCA .. for a rebellious kid like me in the past shouldnt been thinking this way but yeah this sport really change me and its really a 360degree change !
BACK TO REALITY, I SHOULD just START STUDYING NOW =/