PEOPLE, MY DAYS AS A DRAGONBOATER IS OVER ! NO MORE ROWING WITH MY TEAM ANYMORE ! NO MORE PADDLES ! NO MORE WAKING UP EARLY IN THE MORNING, NO MATTER HOW TIRED U ARE ! NO MORE WARM-UP RUNS TOGETHER ! NO MORE WARM-UP (CHANGE,EASY) TOGETHER ! NO MORE GOING DOWN TO KALLANG FOR TRAININGS ! NO MORE PUSHING TO OUR MAX ! NO MORE SHITTY FEELINGS, SUFFERINGS ! NO MORE JOKES AND LAUGHTERS WITH MY TEAM BEFORE TRAININGS ! NO MORE BATHING TOGETHER AT THE STADIUM WITH MY TEAM ! NO MORE HAVING LUNCH/DINNER WITH MY TEAM AFTER TRAININGS ! NO MORE COACHING FROM 'AH HEE' ! NO MORE DRUMMING FOR ME ! NO MORE ROWING FOR ME AS A NYJC DBOATER ! NO MORE FARTLEKS TOGETHER ! NO MORE GYM SESSION TOGETHER ! NO MORE EVALUATION AS A TEAM ! NO MORE TEAM TALK ! NO MORE 'SAH' TOGETHER ! NO MORE LAST CHEER AS A TEAM o7-o8 batch ! NO MORE RACES FOR US ! NO MORE TAKING BUS '16' TOGETHER ! NO MORE FUN, JOY, LAUGHTERS, SUFFERINGS, AS A TEAM TOGETHER ! all the ' NO MOREs' ! yes our career as a NYJC dboater HAD ENDED !
as im typing all this, tears seem to flow down uncontrollably. YES TEAM I DO MISS YOU GUYS DAM DAM DAM MUCH THOUGH ONE DAYS HAVE JUS PASSED ! i dunno how im going to survive thus all the way to a lvls. i seriously dont. for this past one year, we all made our sacrifices and everyone of us giving all we can for the TEAM ! yes in the past we used to have misunderstandings about each other and at that time it was hard was us to bond. BUT NOW WHAT HAVE BECOME OF US IS ONE TEAM , ONE NYDB ! the tears we shed on 12 april had not gone to waste, its for this team ! the team which we had found and the team which we are proud of ! THE TEAM that truly belong to us ! NO REGRETS ! even the seniors had seen how much we have change, how much more we now cherish our TEAM and how difficult it is for us to part now =(( its time to let go but these memories will always be etched in my mind and will never be forgotten. I LOVE YOU GUYS ! MY TEAM HAS MATURE AND IM PROUD OF EACH AND EVERYONE ! winning is never impt to us ! ONE SILVER MEDAL IN 2o mens is ENOUGH for us to remember the experiences we gone through together as a TEAM ! take care all and all the best in future ! your 'one and only golden drummer', angelbear hope he will never be forgotten in the hearts of you guys ! i have done everything i could; NO regrets ! REMEMBER THE LAST MST I GIVEN TO U GUYS =)) but for now im goona be emo-ing for the next few days . . . . . ='((
Sunday, April 6, 2008
GUYS, THANKS EVERYONE FOR GIVING ALL OUT FOR EVERY RACES TODAY, ESPECIALLY FOR THE LAST RACE WHERE YOU GUYS FOUGHT FOR ME AS WELL ! I APPRECIATE THAT, THANKS LOTS !
today marks the last 2o men boat im in as a rower =(( definitely im dam dam dam sad bout it, but knowing you guys fought for me im happy enough. nearly cried after the race, but seeing how tired everyone was, how everyone give it all during last charge. NO REGRETS GUYS, I SHOULD INSTEAD BE HAPPY ABOUT IT ! 3rd in minor finals for the guys MASTER SERIES o8 - our very first and last of the year !
yes our fitness level may have drop a little, but i think its only tat little bit, and true enough MR 5oo may just be our peak. but we cant guage how well we can perform if everyone have everything it takes to win the 'gold' medal back ! there nth much to change in our fitness, technique and our game plan ! its all fixed - the last we can do is our mentality ! i realise without having everything in place is wat cause us nt able to perform as well as before. we need someone to take the initiative. nvm there will be me in a'div =)) but remember composure and confidence. MOST IMPTLY THE FIGHTING SPIRIT, THE AGGRESIVENESS. all these were lost till our last race for today !
work on it for this one last week ! i believe we can do it ! after this we can do whatever we want ! OUR LAST 1 WEEK ! and one thing, we haven get the feeling of rowing for the TEAM ! maybe it will happen on a'div or maybe it will nt ! lets jus see how it goes ! A'div i will try my very best to do all i can ! hope you will believe in me and we triumph as a TEAM all 21 of us - celebrating with the medals belonging to us, a memory for our db career ! CMON , nw its our last charge !
Saturday, April 5, 2008
1 MORE WEEK TO A'DIV - THE TIME WHERE o7-o8 batch will step down =/
tomorrow will be our MASTER series o8 - the very first and last MASTER we will get to row ! stay compose, have confidence and we be able to do the same like what we have been doing and like wat 'ah hee' say, its jus a normal routine =))
from my video, we can see how we have grown - from the past to the present and we nt jus grown bigger in size but also in how we bond together as a TEAM yes many of us (especially me) do not really want to part in jus 1 weeks time, but hmm we jus have to =(( and remember guys : DON BE SAD TAT OUR CAREER ARE ENDING, BUT BE HAPPY THAT WE FOUND THIS TEAM THAT TRULY BELONGS TO US ! the feeling of rowing not jus for the goal but most imptly for the TEAM in every races, definitely we will feel good no matter whatever the results are, as long as we give it all we have WITH NO REGRETS !
LETS AIM TO GET INTO GRAND FINALS AGAIN ! AND BE FULLY PREPARED FOR OUR LAST RACE ON 12 APRIL ! ITS OUR TIME TO PROVE OURSELF FOR THE VERY LAST TIME TOGETHER ! 21 men we will go down owning that place, and lets jus hope we wont cry at any moment =/
nothing much is to be change now, lets jus go down giving out all we have, and all that we have learn !
lastly, initiation for j1s was jus ok, since it rain DAMIT ! nvm as seniors we try to teach them as much as we can, telling them what will be best for them and not repeat the mistakes we have made, this is impt. j1s will be taking over us real soon, and hope they will keep up with our standard or do even much better =))
GOOD LUCKS GUYS ! STAY TUNE FOR A'DIV !
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