Monday, December 31, 2007
LAST DAY OF 2007 !is it sth to be remember or forgotten ?
SO IN YEAR 2007 , it was a big change for me YEAP !
be it psychically, mentally or my character everything simply change for me =/
good ? bad ? no ones know but i still love de days i been through
Dragonboat truly play a big part of my life this year and i truly love all my teammates !
de days we been through i tink none of us will ever forget it
forget de disappointments and try to move on ; since we want to cont den we mus make de best of it
hmm frenz and bros yes definitely dam impt to me ; cant live without u guys =))
i know i wont be left out by u guys ! x))
and my character definitely change ; i was nt as rebellious nt as kaopei ( instead being kp by ppl nw =/ ) nt as violence LOL !
better ba i guess but i still feel weird for myself X.X
gals was definitely quite out of my life tis year hahas for de first time ? LOL
wait till i found one tat i cant miss =p *smiles*
WISH DE BEST FOR EVERYONE NEXT YEAR ! AND CHHEERS !
my wishes for next year
- NYDBo7-o8 will still stay as one ; regardless of whether we left or stay
- wish de best of health and bo tai ji for my bros and frenz
- more nice clothings ( i will be desparately finding nice clothings for de meantime)
- more $$ la nt enough LOL
- good results =))
- teachers don come kp by or i give u twice back *winks*
tats all ba if nt tats nt wishes le lol TATS ALL
TAKE CARE ALL =)))))))
Sunday, December 23, 2007
ITS XMAS EVE ! WOHOO =)) ( leave aside all de unhappiness )can u feel it ? xmas is coming ! ok this year nt much atmosphere around but with friends around xmas is always splendid
show u guys sth
ABSOLUTE DISCO (limited ed) actually its nth much jus tat dey add de outer casing lol .. it suppose to be a giftpack but its so dam nice i rather keep it myself =)) any1 want ta drink jio me out den x)
digress a bit; dere still tons of hw left for me and im sure i cant complete it before holidays , but who cares ? Zz ;pia when sch reopen lo =/ and to those nchs peeps coming to NYJC next year ; WELCOME =))
and as usual; i will be tinking wat to wear later; and sad to sae i haven been shopping for like 3 months ? half a year ? DAMIT ! simply nt much time or either i see nth nice or freak tat moment im BROKE lol ; WHO WANT SHOPPING JIO ME TOO ! ( guys onli ) lol
hmm ok im cam-whoring myself again =/ this will be wat i gonna wear yep ; those going out with me later hope u all don see this lol .. of ya and i haf a new haircut yesterday; it been like ages and i simply cant stand my friggly ugly hair
CYA GUYS AND GALS LATER ! AND TO THOSE WHO ARE SWEET WISH ME HAPPY XMAS LATER LOL !
(leave aside all de troubles; i hope i can again)
LASTLY NO HAPPEN WAT HAPPEN TO NYDB TEAM (o7-o8), I STILL LOVE THIS BUNCH OF PEEPS TO BITS ! =))
Sunday, December 16, 2007
maybe i should stop all my bull-shiting here and face de fact;IM JUS A DARN IT LOUSY ROWER ! nt even a rower maybe a passenger ! my hopes totally dashed
one word for todae MASTER : SUX
wat happen ? maybe no one realli know
wtf haf we been training so hard for whole 2 month and all to come to a waste
jus when u feel de TEAM is coming up, everything seem to crush u down beyond recognition
U ARE LOUSY; NT JUS LOUSY BUT LOSERS
FUCK ALL THIS MAN !
i love my TEAM ; each and everyone of dem;
i know our results is definitely below expectation; but is tat wat we should be deemed as ?
through my life i heard many harsh things; YES WE MUS FACE THIS HARSH REALITY
but i truly love my team; these words jus come at de wrong time
ok forget it; i shouldnt be typing so much cuz these is useless; maybe many think i talk too much
yes i shouldnt instead; today is seriously a setback for me; im jus a letdown !
after training so many times i was unable to excute de right things at de right time
and deeply apologise to de whole guys team; during de semis today; i shouldnt haf call for de hard 1o right after de starts
cuz de first race without much voice on boat many felt lost;
im realli sry and ah hee say tat was quite a fatal mistake
IM TRULY SORRY . .
while typing all these i realli feel a lot; maybe i should even leave cuz im jus a dragdown to u guys
nth more to say . . .
Sunday, December 2, 2007
i do miss de feeling; yes i cant deny nor hidebut sth is jus stopping me
i do not want nor do i haf de courage
things been different; it has definitely
i dunno when but
wait till im feeling beta den =)) till i can still accept it
and definitely till when i need yOou ..