Friday, November 23, 2007
so wat i haf been doing since de holidays ? PLAY PLAY AND PLAY =))haven even study a single bit DEAD lol !
but till now holiday was FUN AND MORE FUN x))
so long nevr go club ; yesterday went PLUSH; it was still ok jus tat its too small ? but dere was this fcuk-ing hot gal yesterday even my frenz cant resist haahs ! lol i also never seen such a beautiful gal in club before; dream girl ya LOL !
and seriously im jus nt cut off for jc life and i dunno y am i still staying ? jus wish everything will be over fast ya !
i SERIOUSLY need my freedom ! everything out with my frenz i somehow jus feel indifferent; STUPID JC LIFE and de past life i used to enjoy; its seem to be diminshing; no gals ? dare nt risk in any stupid thing ; im jus afraid everything will be lost jus because of any stupid action i make; cant be tat naive as i was in de past
DECENT LIFE =))
lol i seem to be repeating this like since i step ito jc LOL ! forget it =/
and oh ya i darn long never shop le ! who going shopping jio me pls ! im so out of fashion ! *and i dunno y i feel uneasy in my different dressing*
people look at how u dress im sure of tat ! as in dey judge u on how u dress ; tat kinda unfair rite lol !
so wat but i go jc jus to receive education; i don go dere to look studious or a stupid *humji* guy ; i am who i am =))
but one thing for sure jc ppl jus look and dress more studious-ly LOL ! cuz of de darn hair ! ARGH !
this is wat i call dressing up but its nt me la ! LOL cuz com nt totally ok yet cant upload any photo from my phone; but anyway ya i been cam-whoring of myself lol cuz i seldom get to wear or dress up la ! its been shorts shorts all de while lol !
ok so training; i dunno y but sth bout training is gone; i dunno wats it is but i dont feel any accomplishment or any good feeling after training; maybe it jus apply for me; but even though we know we are training real hard but de feeling is different from de past; maybe over-training or wat i dunno
STH IS simply JUS GONE ! =/
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