maybe coming ta JC was a wrong decision afterall ! i don realli noe .. coming in here i kinda lost de life i use to haf ! it realli makes me pondering whether de life im leading nw is beta ? but one thing studying seem so meaningless ! but u noe u jus gotta do it ! argh FUCK IT ! im realli nt tat kind of people who cut out to mug ! i still remember de first reaction everyone give mi when i came to JC was like OMG how come he come to JC ! it was like a shock to others including mi .. ya db was de thing to let mi on but nw when studies set in , i feel so lost !
i seem to haf lose contact with all u frenz ! NO MORE POOL CLUBBING ALL SORT OF fucking things ! i didnt even noe how i manage ! its like a totally big change .. is it for de beta or for de worse ? haish dere simply no extra time for mi ta mit up with u guys ! every moment seem so limited ! but seriously i wish ta spend more times with all of u .. but its hard ! maybe its just time for mi ta change de kind of life im leading ! but who i am will never be change ! and ya i still hate fucking guai lan ppl nt to those tat joke with mi ( u all noe who u are ) but those realli guai lan ppl ! didnt noe dere de presense of dem in JC but i remember last time i like 'playing' with this kind of ppl ! hahas but always one thing linger in my mind before i do sth silly ! one punch i give i definitely be out and i will be like wasting my time for simply a stupid bunch of ppl ! i cant be tat implusive anymore ! its hard but i'll try .. and ya some of dem seem like realli 'innocent' kid .. some of de things dey exaggerate or hao lian realli can make u laugh ! cuz dey don even noe wat happening in de outside world but claim to be somewat 'pia kia?' hahas sometimes its jus too funni !
ok y am i still tinking ! its coming ta de end of de year already ! CMON db will let me survive this 2 years and all u db mates out dere ! and ya i believe tat i can ! =))
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