yey went back ta nchs yesterday ! ok saw nt many teachers cuz many left but most of it was my frenz ! i remember de past how defiance i was in class hahas .. table kana throw out fighting make teacher cry all cool ! LOL ok but main thing at least part of our class was back and tat picture realli seem like a family gathering .. when i get de pic i will post it =))
even though each of us lead different lives nw but im sure we wont forget each other ! especially de 5 bros im sure we can count on each other when anything happen ! sound so EMO lol ! maybe dere wasnt anything gud in my past i can mention maybe bringing fun and laughter to ta class hahas =)) de feeling of having fun seem so stress-less and relax .. no harbouring about studies or wat so ever ! de feeling waas great how i wish everything can jus remain de same and i jus do de things tat i like ..
like wat i said in different environment i cant use de same method ta adapt or im sure i cant survive .. hahas like wat last time we say buay song pia yi pia dao ke si la ! i doubt i can use this phrase anymore hahas bo yong liao .. but i still like those times la exciting rite ! LOL nw 1 punch im out liao hahas .. ok wont disgress into tat =/
in jus 1 small tiny places i can see lots of ppl i remember .. i cant be doing wat i have done in de past .. i noe i play as de bad guy back den but nw dere too much things ta handle den ta tink of these things .. its impossible for mi ta make a decision nw .. maybe 1 or 2 years later ~ =/
and to some of my bros out dere .. pai seh ji ku wei buay gan cor hor .. bei lang ai cui da ji ni ma si lan lan ! unless u plan in to give it all out .. or else don do anything ji zhun wo lang buay sai luan luan lai liao teng bai si ma ta chu jiu sua liao ji zhun si jail hor ! i can sae i cant lose so much nw compared to de past .. things will change de dere will be a downfall to everything .. cherish everyone tat u haf !
i can play lots of role but don let me be de bad guy tat come down haunting on u .. i bet u wont like it either
TC ALL !
Thursday, August 30, 2007
I MISS ALL U FRENZ OUT DERE !
maybe coming ta JC was a wrong decision afterall ! i don realli noe .. coming in here i kinda lost de life i use to haf ! it realli makes me pondering whether de life im leading nw is beta ? but one thing studying seem so meaningless ! but u noe u jus gotta do it ! argh FUCK IT ! im realli nt tat kind of people who cut out to mug ! i still remember de first reaction everyone give mi when i came to JC was like OMG how come he come to JC ! it was like a shock to others including mi .. ya db was de thing to let mi on but nw when studies set in , i feel so lost !
i seem to haf lose contact with all u frenz ! NO MORE POOL CLUBBING ALL SORT OF fucking things ! i didnt even noe how i manage ! its like a totally big change .. is it for de beta or for de worse ? haish dere simply no extra time for mi ta mit up with u guys ! every moment seem so limited ! but seriously i wish ta spend more times with all of u .. but its hard ! maybe its just time for mi ta change de kind of life im leading ! but who i am will never be change ! and ya i still hate fucking guai lan ppl nt to those tat joke with mi ( u all noe who u are ) but those realli guai lan ppl ! didnt noe dere de presense of dem in JC but i remember last time i like 'playing' with this kind of ppl ! hahas but always one thing linger in my mind before i do sth silly ! one punch i give i definitely be out and i will be like wasting my time for simply a stupid bunch of ppl ! i cant be tat implusive anymore ! its hard but i'll try .. and ya some of dem seem like realli 'innocent' kid .. some of de things dey exaggerate or hao lian realli can make u laugh ! cuz dey don even noe wat happening in de outside world but claim to be somewat 'pia kia?' hahas sometimes its jus too funni !
ok y am i still tinking ! its coming ta de end of de year already ! CMON db will let me survive this 2 years and all u db mates out dere ! and ya i believe tat i can ! =))
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair short hair !! argh short hair realli tat dam ugly meh ?! Zz ok i noe its ugly fugly ! quick grow grow grow ~! and im fucking going back ta nchs on fri ! terrible image LOL ! don care liao ! aniwae its nt much of use ! hahas nt going ta blog tat often liao maybe jus on random things .. if nt ppl also sian liao .. for nw its jus study study study ! Zz
Friday, August 24, 2007
hmm ok quite long never come online le ! was mugging i tink ? but result doesnt appear to be veri gud afterall .. it was like from all U to 2 S now .. sian ! it doesnt prove to be much beta ! BUT i will jus try to get promoted de ! =)) ya and basically i jus feel JC life to be totally different ! STUDIES ya definitely much harder ! but people i met it seem so different .. in jc dere are so many different personalties u can find in ppl ! u jus dunno how their mind will work or how dey tink ! y will ppl get so annoyed by small little things or appear to be nt even like a human ? cant we jus accept things more openly ? but one thing i mus sae ! ppl here definitely tink much more and differently ! maybe nt like some chao ah beng buay song shou pia tat kind .. but of course dere are ppl tat are nice too ! LIKE OUR NYJC DB TEAM X)) suffering tgther , studying tgther and of course playing tgther =))
like from wat i see wat one of de seniors wrote : in the end its nt de medals u get tat u will cherish but de 2 years with ur TEAM tat we all fight for ! and jus curious bout sth .. was our last cheer last time YAOZAI YAOYIN NANCHU, NANCHU LONGZHOU SHENGLI ! this seem much more zai and beta la ! hahas ya nth much already later ppl sae will read till sian ! hahas
its still hard to be enduring everything alone sometimes its still gud to haf a partner afterall ..
Sunday, August 19, 2007
WELL DONE GUYS !!
this is defintely a good start for our career ! nw we noe where we stand ! 2nd for plate final ! its quite a gud result aniwae though we didnt met our goals but close to it ya .. at least we manage to clock 1 race set at a timing below 2.20 tats gud ! nth much haf to be said before or after de race ! everyone noe wat to do and we fight together till de end as a TEAM !
during de last set at de plate final i realli feel like nearly breaking down during maintainence .. a few strokes was bad .. but no matter how lethargic i was .. tinking bout u guys dere is simply no way i will give up ! u guys seriously ROX ! deeep from within my heart : to most of us de ppl in de TEAM is why we push for ! we don realli push for de results but for de TEAM .. as wat solo said before de race it will be de last race or even water session before Promos .. tinking bout tat its realli hard ta imagine ! we guys haf been seeing each other for like less den 24 hrs each day or sometimes even less den 12 hours ! de friendship , teamwork we bonded will nt be put to waste ! todae we haf proven ourself ! though dere was more we can achieve but everyone felt awesome happi ! =)) and after de first race i realli felt darn it happi la ! cuz all my previous race i row was last and dere will never be a last anymore ! believe in ourself believe in de TEAM !
and remember even though dere no training train up urself ya and i gt lot of strength training to do to build myself up .. gotta push in both studies and individual strength .. ty guys for de race todae ! im sure everyone haf given de hell out of it !
LETS ROCK AND ROW !!
Friday, August 17, 2007
BREAK IT OR WIN IT ! WAT WILL BE DE ANS ?
studies studies studies ! i tink im slowly catching up already .. NO MORE Us man ! NO WAY ! mugger works =))
hmm like wat solo sae maybe tat day i realli like kena interupted dunno how many times LOL but i didnt even noe realli wat im toking hahas! but de point is jus clear ! WE NEED EVERY1 TO BE CLEAR OF DE GOALS ! every1 seem scattered here and there now .. seem to be no one to guide us far enough or to focus on de things we should do .. but only 1 training left ! watever de result is as long as we give our best its enough ! and like wat elvis sae we should push smart and hard ! correct our strokes first before pushing if not no matter how hard we are pushing it would be futile .. im correcting mine too .. so lets jus wish for de best !
and elvis i noe maybe my post is like always de same and maybe it jus useless and im like jus ranting .. but wat i can wish for is de best out of de TEAM ! all of us belong in it so watever we can do, we should jus help all our teammates to greater heights ! ROCK AND ROW GUYS !
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
nt attempting ta nag here .. but well its been so long i talk bout db hahas !
ok MASTERs this sun 19o8o7 ! i noe recently lot of us mindset are wrong, nt as commited compared to de past ! ya ok maybe i was one of dem too .. im nt sure if studies was de main thing but u jus cant leave so much time for it nw ! ok for tat im sry ..
but this sun competition race ! phrase it this way : how many times would we have the chance to row as NYJC dragonboater in our db career ?.. even though dere are quite a few races but it isnt a lot too rite .. so we should cherish all ya ? i noe im in no position to sae much cuz my rowing sux strength sux but hmm jus being realistic ! compared ta de seniors i tink our training hasnt been tat tough and most of us seem to be taking advantage of tat or wat i dunno .. at de very most we should jus give all out this sun ! don let mistakes during de fest repeat itself again ! it was an embarrasement im sure u all dont want tat to happen again ! i noe dere nth much we can do nw with jus 1 training left ! but i believe tat once we break our mental barrier it can work miracles ; but first get de mindset rite !
jus a comment todae when yiyang sae sth , i can see most of us nt as 'focus' as before; i dunno wat de exact word to use .. but it jus feel different ! remember in de past when ppl commented sth everyone will 'feel' for it .. but nw its all gone .. im nt sure if u guys feel it ! make an effort to put in jus tat bit more for de TEAM ! all of us left are both physically and mentally strong ! NO ONE LEFT IS WEAK ! believe in de TEAM ! after so much we gone through to cope with our studies i tink its time to give it all we haf for MASTERS .. no matter wat de results are at least we did our best ! but try to reach our goals coming in TOP 10 ! its possible
set aside all de differences ! PSYCH urself up ! after this we haf de hell lot of time studying ! but for nw give it all ! i noe everyone is doing de best trying to cope with both studies and db ! ya tats gud but for this sun lets try ta aim for gud result nt jus in studies but in db too ! tats all i can sae ! all is left within each and eveyone of us ! i believe this sun our morale will be high and we will jus crush anyone in our way ! ITS ALL IN THE MIND ! JIAYOU
Monday, August 13, 2007
LOST
FUCK all the tons of homework FUCK the stress i haf that i may land up retaining ! (i don want this to happen) FUCK this hectic life which is torturing the hell of me FUCK all this feelings which im encountering now FUCK all the failures but not happiness FUCK those hyprocrite and CB kia FUCK people who anyhow jump to conclusion FUCK those who are trying to control me FUCK those who jus demoralise me when im jus trying to work hard FUCK all these 'muggerish' FUCK all these displeasures im having FUCK the past sometimes i wonder y i am doing this ! i gt no ans for it ! it jus all seem weird even im dunno wat im feeling nw ! wat im trying to achieve or getting out of anything ! ok even stupid 'love' feelings im nt able to get it straight ! argh FUCK it man ! who gives a dam ! ya maybe i should sae this nw ! i don mind being 'single' though its true tat dere may be feelings here and there .. but i believe wat will happen will eventually happen .. even miracles i jus need freedom ! onli doing things tat i like ! ya tats wat i am ! so if u are nt happi jus SCRAM ! i dunno y i am pouring my displeasures nw but tats wat im feeling nw ! get it !
ya watched secret de second time ! ty ger pei mi go watch =)) and i realise i sleep too much last time Zz so i manage nt ta sleep this time ! ok its seem more touching nw ..
ni heng xi guan comg bei hou xia ren wo .. ying wei wo xi huan ni de bei ying neng yu jian ni yi jing shi bu ke shi yi le <3
Thursday, August 9, 2007
sparks sparks sparks ~! LOL ! how in love dey were ~
ENVY ! ENVY ! ENVY ! but nw seldom ppl ride on bicycles to sch or wat do we ? LOL
lovely - walking tgther side by side enjoying every moments tat dey share and de sweet smile =)
braving de rain tgther - i love this CMON rain rain rain ! LOLusually sparks will occur at this very moment
i watched SECRET - BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI yesterday !!
LOVES <3 and it was realli a nice show and i saw it at like near midnight .. gt more emotions hahas ! how dey met how dey fall in love how dey care for each other, how dey keep searching for each other - it was all wonderful !
de start it was quite funni and jay chou acted cute a few times LOL ! seldom tat he will do tat man but still nt bad la .. but de last few part it was realli touching - how much dey feel for each other , de sacrifices dey willingly to make , tinking of each other no matter where dey were and also de sweet memories dey haf in de past - till de time when dey lost each other ~~ actually de part where dey fall in love was cute too ! de actions dey make and de kind of way dey reply hinting each other and nt realli showing it out hahas ! but de start may all jus be too gud ta be true !
but sad thing this song has no link ta de story LOL ! and de secret a bit weird arh ! BUT OVERALL DE LOVE STORY WAS GUD .. and ty frenz who haf watch it with me !
bu guan shi jian duo chang neng zai yi qi jiu hao le arh ..
neng yu jian ni .. yi jing shi bu ke shi yi le
i'll find u no matter wat it takes ..
oh fcuk ! it jus making me EMO ! Zz any1 still want to watch can still ask me i don mind watching it again =)) no matter how long it is no matter how long de distance are ; having someone who yOou truly love to be in yOur arms is blessed ..
de hugs which comprises of love and misses .. de kisses which felt jus right ! everything would jus be perfect ! it would be great if all these were to come true in reality ..
Wednesday, August 8, 2007
i wanna watch bu neng shou de mi mi !! ASAP MY IDOL : JAY CHOU ! yey sing along with this song =))
u haf your way of handling me .. sometimes it may jus melt my heart but no worries LOL ! im jus scared tat i may fall _
and ger if u are reading this .. sry arh recently veri busi but after promos i will go find u de ! hahas ! MISS you too ! lot of emotions - but it jus seem hard to be written in words
sometimes its nt humji or wat ! tat is wat i call making a fool of urself .. y go do it if u noe wat will happen Zz .. ya u all may well jus sae im a weakling fine den nth beta to sae but dere a limit to everything .. among de fun and laughter - pls don forget how other will feel or act !
oh ya and jus went to see sth - quite compatible also arh ! LOL ! jus jk .. i tink photos are de best form of keeping as memories ! short sweet simple and it project de real yOou hahas ..
JIA YOU for masters in like 1 week later tats is fast man ! set aside all de differences first push hard for every training till den and we can concentrate on our promo le ! believe in urself believe in de TEAM ! all of us can do it kampatte
dere will never be a farewell as long as we stay close ta each other tc all =)) misses ~~
Sunday, August 5, 2007
NYDB 06-07 FAREWELL PARTY SIMPLY ROCK ! AND IT WAS WONDERFUL ! seniors , u all realli cann simply make de day for us ! de fun laughter and 'seriousness' ! playing with de captains ; contact rudby ! OMG tat was simply fun though i can get thrown off like easily but i don mind =x LOL ! throwing of ppl into de sea machiam throwing rubbish away ! LOL ! i tink i at least gt thrown 1o times but zh was worse hahas ! uncountable ! and we realli flew darn high man .. but it was definitely full of fun ! and all de scandals ! but derek and carol wohoo cool !
how great it would be if time simply stop at de moment and NYDB TEAM tgther having laughter and fun ! u all are realli a cute bunch of seniors man ! contact rugby team and throwing ppl team : black , yi yang , james lim , kai shuo , teng meng , koon loong , eric , hahas junior no need sae le hor ! den siao kia in water : elvis derek yi he zheng hui black and yi yang again sheldon and ME ! too many came in so cant sae all la =x but it was SUPER FUN !
seriously de guys seniors i tink i wont be able to forget BLACK ikhtia and yi yang ! dey are respected people and every word from dem matters .. dey are jus different from others and sth special from dem make de TEAM fun in de process of de 'sufferings' ! if u all would never leave de team ! i believe nyjc db will soar to greater heights !
and nydb seniors gals TEAM : ( nt in order of merit ) JEAN , BAO , SARAH CHUA , CHERYL KANG , YVONNE , CAROLNE , APPLE , CHERN HARN , KAILING , DINA , LIN HONG ( though never talk to her before but can see shes those siao siao and fun ppl =)) ) kinda tink of it ; i realli like gt talk to all seniors before hahas ! and most of dem nt jus plain talking ! YA and yvoone great person too ! de speech she delieve de motivation she give ; she also one of de special in de TEAM ! RESPECTABLE and simply possess wat it takes to be a leader ; i guess all de juniors love u too ! hahas ! KANG and CAROLINE i tink is de most siao in de TEAM ! and full of craps LOL but its definitely fun having u ppl around !
so many to sae and like wat yvonne sae ! all these experiences cant jus be shown in ur blog ! and ppl don sae me gay after i post this LOL ! BUT seriously its hard to part with u guys ! NYDB o6-o7
PS : ikhtia i noe i gt no artistic talent but feel in de blanks under our name and show us next time hahas ..
Friday, August 3, 2007
this song bu neng shou de mi mi ! nice song ok ! by jay chou don sae its nt nice i kill u ! LOL ! enjoy =))
hmm been realli busi these few days ! never come online leh i also dunno how i did it ! ok nvm so its has been a mugging session for me though its nt those intensive one ! LOL i jus cant concentrate well on studies la ! if i in de process disturb anyone sry hahas =x
and hooray ! todae is de farewell party for de seniors ! i tink a lot of dem haf been waiting for it ! but can i have a small request ! don tink bout studies jus for de day later and jus play hard ! LOL ! im sure it will be a fun day definitely ! take more photos again =)) but i felt realli sucky tat i didnt get any nice clothes ! hahas like some ppl sae i shall dress down todae ! clothing doesnt matter rite since appearance slightly dere ! opps ! lol i getting bhb again ..
and for ikhtia : hahas a lot of ppl asking y i admire u so much ! hmm take it this way ! like u can see he realli can study and play hard man ! this whole week i see him sure is mugging de LOL ! and u can see during db he darn serious also ! tat make a competent guy ok since most of us realli cant do tat well ! HAHAS and i experiece so much in life but hes someone tat realli deserve respect ! all de best for ur A lvl den ! de most impt thing de way he motivate ppl is definitely different from wat i experiencing nw ! though sometimes he gt a lot of crap la ! hahas ! ya and kt and i realli appreciate tat veri much ! ok i shall sae this openly and 1 most impt reason we staying nw is cuz of u ! we jus feel bad letting u down and also de TEAM of course ! we will KEEP HOLDING ON =)
ok before i sae anything more ! maybe some ppl realli tink i onli noe how to talk but do nth ! but wat i can sae is de talk is to help de TEAM and i haf prove everything on how much i push ! i tink this no one will prove me wrong rite .. serious thing : guys team ya indeed we facing sort of a crisis nw ! though its nt obvious .. maybe cuz i hear too much .. but whether a nt dere bound to be problems ! ya ok GUYS tink bout this after MASTER series we can focus totally in studies ! 1 whole month ok ! don tell me its nt enough ! so from nw till den push all we can jus for master ! our GOAL top 1o remember ! set aside all de differences ! put away all de passion or commitment thingy ! JUS for this short period of time 2 weeks ? push all for MASTER whether u are happi a nt ! FOR DE TEAM OK don tink of jus de individuals ! PROVE dem wrong show tat we can ! ALL DE BEST ok ! work hard TEAM !
HAPPI BIRTHDAY TO GER TOO =))
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