suddenly dere so much restrictions ! i felt out of breath ! suddenly cant tink of anything properly nw ! i thought everything would be easi ! but its jus nt true ! nw gotta cope with lot of things as a JC student ! studies db teachers and friends ! things are certainly nt going my way ! ARGH ! i tink i need someone to be dere for me again =/
todae haf a study talk ! requirements : pass 2 h2 and 1 h1 or no water rowing session ! i tink its jus darn hard for me ! am i able to do it ? im nt sure ! my mind in a fluster ! seriously i feel lost ! like wat some sae : wats a dragonboater without rowing with his paddle ! haish ! back to de realistic life , studies is still de most impt for me now =((
db ! ok i noe my rowing sux nw ! i also dunno wat happen ! jus don feel well ! and plus de stress mounting ! i feel tat its hard for me to take it ! but im goona try my best ! no matter how much more it may take me i willingly to do so ! i wanna row beta but everytime im jus so far away ! CMON i believe next rowing session would be beta and i goona prove myself tat !
neglecting my loved ones friends so many ! my life simply seem out of hand ! am i able to regain back my confidence and to excel both in my studies and db ! i hope tat i can but i noe its hard ! no more de cheerful me ; i feel lost ! smiles on me is gone ! i don want to quit db seriously over my dead bodies ! i hope no one force me to ! HAISH ! but my rowing and studies sux ! will i jus be ask to leave ! i don want ! argh ! i don wanna tink anymore ! i noe i jus gotta hang in dere !
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