i just wish i could just sing all day long from now on .. singing just help me relieve everything im sick and tired about but though yeah it makes me emo too =/ and godamit pls don make a fool out of me again ! just let it happen the way i want it to be .. and just FUCK OFF !
and oh yeah ppl i think im switching over to livejournal soon .. cause i wanna keep my posts more privately HAHA ! (since this blog is quite dead too) so yeah those who are closer to me, add me on livejournal then =)) till den bye !
im still freaking loving this song from chris daughtry !
Over You ( CHRIS DAUGHTRY )
Now that it's all said and done, I can't believe you were the one To build me up and tear me down, Like an old abandoned house. What you said when you left Just left me cold and out of breath. I fell too far, was in way too deep. Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls, Dragged the memories down the hall, Packed your bags and walked away. There was nothing I could say. And when you slammed the front door shut, A lot of others opened up, So did my eyes so I could see That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming. I should've started running A long, long time ago. And I never thought I'd doubt you, I'm better off without you More than you, more than you know. I'm slowly getting closure. I guess it's really over. I'm finally getting better. And now I'm picking up the pieces. I'm spending all of these years Putting my heart back together. 'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through, I got over you.
Sunday, December 7, 2008
the 42.195km run was a god damit KILLER ! its the first time that the accumalated lethic on my thighs, calf , whole freaking leg was so overwhelming =/ and yeah it could just be my first and last 42km marathon HAHA ! (all thanks to me nt training well for this run and just went for it lol) but im so glad i did it ! and cheers to those who did it too =))
and dunno why this thought suddenly dawn upon me .. luck do play an important role in whatever phase of life we are in .. for me now, my luck is seriously DOWN DOWN and DOWN ! =/ never seem to do anything well .. hate all the screwing up parts it SUCKS ! but oh well what can i do when luck isnt on my side .. everything just sucks ! but im really glad for all the friends that are here with me =)) many small little things seem to just come and go but im nt sharing it here HAHA ! hope all of you are not as suay as me cause it never goona be a good feeling =(( take care all !
Thursday, December 4, 2008
MY LIFE SEEM SCREWED ! CAUSE I DON EVEN KNOW WHAT I WANT =/ shant keep thinking but my stupid brain just forbid me ! GRRR ! gotta get back on track and not waste any of the precious time before ns =((
yeah and on a side note, i dunno why im suddenly so in to the song OVER YOU by chris daughtry .. never much bout the lyrics though but its just simply a dam nice song ! it kinda soothe my heart whenever i listen to it lol !
AND YEAH ! POST PROM WAS OBVIOUSLY SPLENDID ! (sadly, all photos are not with me yet) and to think again its crazy that standard chartered marathon is this sun .. and im running 42.195km without any runs in these few days ! i just hope it wont be a shitty day for me =/ so cya ppl and i think its time for me to start finding a job and not let mine stupid imaginations running wild HAHA !
Saturday, November 29, 2008
FUN ! FUN ! FUN ! it had been lots of fun since the last paper =))) drink,sing,play,eat wohoo ! and proms coming real soon ,, looking quite forward to that for dunno wat reason lol AND YEAH PPL , ny post prom at butter factory 3rd dec so i shall see some of you there too haha .. i shall have fun till prom and its time for me to go work cause my money is like shrinking like fuck so yeah if anyone gt job lobang feel free to tell me =)) tats all and cya all real soon while i finally take a 1day rest for today ! take care all ..
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